الأربعاء، مايو 31، 2006

Comfortably Numb


Hello,
Is there anybody in there ?
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home
Come on now,
I hear you're feeling down
I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again
Relax,
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts ?

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

O.K.,
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaah !
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up ?
I do, believe it's working, good
That 'll keep you going through the show
Come on, it's time to go.

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb

Pink Floyd

Album: The Wall [1979]

One of the most songs that affected me during my early days. I remember myself and Hisham when we were walking in Eskander Ibrahim St. during secondary school full of lovely, invisible and undescriptive feelings towards every thing and every one and dreaming of playing Comfortably numb together. me on the lead guitar instead of David Gilmour and he as the vocal on behalf of great Roger Waters.

I remembered all these today when I counted almost 6 months when I last time saw Hisham my friend.

Fuck up life
at this moment I want to live as Comfortably numb

الثلاثاء، مايو 02، 2006

تعليق داخلى

انا بفتقد الدفء جوايا. الدفء اللى كنت بحسه مع الناس اللى بحبها. مش عارف يمكن انا بعدت او هما بعدوا او كبرنا او تهنا الصراحه مش عارف الحاجه اللى عرفها انى بحس دلؤتى ببروده داخليه فظيعة برودة بتخلينى بحس بالخوف ساعات و بجد بفتقد وجود كل اللى بحبهم.


عن الحب و الزواج: الزواج به جمال اقل من الحب. الزواج به التزام اكثر و لكنه الاحساس الوحيد بالإنتماء بعدما فقد الانتماء للوطن او الدين او اية ثوابت اخرى. بعض الاتزام تتعايش معه, كثير من الالتزام بيخنقك ثم تبدأ تدمنه و يملاء كل فراغك الداخلى.

انا بقالى شهر و نص برة مصر فى دبى و بيروت بالرغم من إبهار دبى و روح بيروت الرائعة و على الرغم ان اخر سنتين كنت مقضيهم فى القاهرة علشان الشغل الا انى مابشتاقش للقاهرة انا بشتاق الى الاسكندرية يمكن بصراحة مابشتاقش لمصر ككل بس قلبى متعلق بإسكندرية العظيمة. وحشتينى يا ALEX.


الى حوكا وإتش و حماده ...وحشتنى لمتنا قوى.